25.2.10

Dinner? Dress? Beach?

I am slowly getting over the flu, and Nicholas is getting over what we think is his first kidney stone...ouch!

Listening to David Gray singing, "This ain't no love that's guiding me..." and reminding myself that he is wrong, dead wrong. That God's love is guiding Nicholas and me, and we can trust His hand.

The baby is growing, and God's Spirit is within me shaping this baby, turning him/her into the person He has planned.

Nicholas and I are looking for a place to move, nearby. Planning on renting for another year or so, then we can take our time in buying. If we attempted it now, it would be so rushed.

I am trying so hard to trust in God for all this. It is so hard. I have my next prenatal check-up on Wednesday, March 3. I have been having eye trouble and getting lots of headaches and low-grade fevers. Please pray that we find some answers, and that everything is really alright.

My summer class that I needed was closed before I could register, due to website hiccups. Trying to get in now, past the "limit." Pray for that as well.

Pray for patience. I need an extra measure of it.

That's all for now.

21.2.10

Stuck In Bed.

Yesterday and today have been bad days. I have to be truthful. I hate the stomach flu more than anything else. I'd also like to know why no one has cured it yet.

I am stuck in bed with it, and am so sadly weak from not being able to keep anything down that when I walk across my tiny apartment, I feel like I've run the length of a football field.

This too shall pass.

Waiting to see if I will make it to school tomorrow. Can't take too many cuts, but this pregnancy business is really starting to take its toll. Trying to keep up with school and play practices while a baby's growing inside me is turning out to be much harder than I thought it would be.

Nicholas is working hard, working full time now at Best Buy, and has a review in about a month and a half, at which point he will hopefully get a raise! Pray for that.

Time for me to go.

Maybe tomorrow I will be better.